Im having a hard time with things right now. ive started to think of all the people that ive met and how they have helped me shape myself into the person i am today. When i look at myself now, i realize im missing one thing. maybe its not the time but i feel that i have no more time left for anything like everything i have had to do was much harder than what everyone else did it. in my mind im starting to understand the flaws of those around me and how i can use it against the ones i dislike at the right moment. But i still feel empty on the inside. I think i know what it is but i cant say anything yet.