Im having a hard time with things right now. ive started to think of all the people that ive met and how they have helped me shape myself into the person i am today. When i look at myself now, i realize im missing one thing. maybe its not the time but i feel that i have no more time left for anything like everything i have had to do was much harder than what everyone else did it. in my mind im starting to understand the flaws of those around me and how i can use it against the ones i dislike at the right moment. But i still feel empty on the inside. I think i know what it is but i cant say anything yet.

Well my birthday is coming up and i am working on a fictional story if i was getting married and my bride to be was a werewolf. there will be plenty of moments most people will find entertaining and why i fall in love. plus there will be some weird moments whuch will keep you saying WTF.

I have officialy finished with school. now i wait for my diploma then i start my fral stuff.

plus i saw Kamelot in Ft.worth on November 2nd and what a f***ing great concert. It was worth getting fired from my lame as hell job.

so im also really hoping on going to college really soon but i need to finish a couple of things here in town.

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I dont know why, but i am really bored.